tell it like it is.

i'm weary that this will never end.


on a separate topic, more and more i'm realizing how important communication is.  and it's a funny thing because there are situations where we might rather not share in discourse with other people.  yet in doing so, there is the tragedy of misunderstanding, which leads to faces that look like this: O_o??, which lead to bitterness and harboring of bad thoughts.  all of which are recognizably poor and unwelcomed.  but remain nonetheless.  that is, until this invisible wall is broken and truth is disclosed.

i'm prone to blame others; but like all events of distorted feelings, it's never one-sided.  and so i'm praying for god's grace to help me put down my own prideful accusations and misconstrued ideas and humbly come before my brothers and sisters with a humble heart to listen and learn.

and along the same lines, i do hope that if anyone has anything to say to me about my words or actions, that i might be the sole recipient of those words.  to say the least, it hurts to hear it from other people.  could it be, that this is precisely the reason i am led to harbor mean thoughts?