Wednesday, August 8, 2012

i constantly have to remind myself that
everyone's story is different

because otherwise i get angry when my coworkers live at home with their parents and have no apparent need to actually work because everything is provided for.  i get angry that i'm still stuck in the same place i've been 5 years ago.  i get angry that people move on while i've earned the name maneater.  i get angry that god might not see how hard it is for me to deal with certain things. 

i have to remember that god's timing is good and trusting him is more powerful and satisfying than a trip to the mall.